Me, Myself and I

Sometimes your biggest enemy in life is yourself;
Your past, your present and your future;
Me, Myself and I.
The one person you can trust in life is yourself;
And you hate yourself, you want to kill yourself.
Those mistakes as a child come to haunt you;
Self-alienation, self-abuse begins to taunt you;
Frustration and imaginary suicide attempts.
What have I become? Who have I become?
This is not the me which I know of.
Why do I believe everything done is right?
Yet it is the exact opposite, thought I disagree with all my might.
Everything is wrong, no one is on my side;
Sometimes I think that I'm going crazy;
I have nobody in my life;
Just me, Myself and I. Just maybe.
Loneliness traps me in this atmosphere;
Seems like my only real friend is indeed my mirror;
Have I progressed in life, or am I still the same?
Growing up I had dreams of fame;
Now all I have left is my name and this pain.
If having friends and family are the most important things in life;
I mustn't be alive. I must be dreaming;
For I don't know what to do with myself.
I don't know who to believe;
I can't even believe myself;
Everything I do goes horribly wrong;
It's just Me, Myself and I.
Nobody else;
Look me in my eyes;
Please don't be scared of me;
I need you. Just believe.

All I have is Me, Myself and I.
It's time to turn off the lights.